20050331


I Don't Want To Start Any Blasphemous Rumors


Today's been a good day so far. Got some work done (so out of character with me), got a bonus check and I even got a raise!

Wow.

Got to do my taxes tonight. It's that time of year. I tried doing them last night through an accounting company online, but it was just a massacre. I go to see someone in person to do it correctly this evening.

Tomorrow I'm heading to my parents' house - it's a four hour drive. I hate that drive. It's so boring. I'm heading there to do some fishing with my Dad, my cousin and his son. We're going to have two teams. The Fathers versus The Sons. My partner is 10 years old. It should be a lot of fun.

I got onto the topic of religion with my Mom the other night. My grandfather passed away a few weeks ago. I was really close to him, and my Mom has been taking it hard. She's a devout Christian, and I'm an athiest. Needless to say, she's not to happy about it and sees it as her personal mission to have me "return to the fold." Equally needless to say, I'm not particularly interested in that course of action.

Well, she was talking about how Pop (my grandfather) was in Heaven now, and she was quoting scriptures and whatnot about it, when she said (I was wondering when this would come up) "I don't know how you can do it. How can you deal with death when you believe that there's nothing after life?"

So, the next 10 minutes were spent in futility. Me, talking about how I believe there's a soul, but I don't know anything about there being an afterlife, and her in denial. Then, the usual discussion of the paradoxes of Christianity and her quoting scripture again, which doesn't address the paradox at all.

In other matters, I'm thoroughly confused and scared by dating. I get excited after a first date, but I'm too excited. "Let's just be friends." So, I try the friends thing, but I feel like a stalker for calling this girl that I barely know.

Suggestions, people?

20050327


Allow me to introduce myself...


My friend Siryn started a blog (I'm mentioned as Mo there), and I tried my own blogger back at Y2K, but I never kept it up. Figured I might try it again, so, here it is...

It's Easter Sunday. My company made a last minute decision which threw my plans for the holiday into total chaos. Since my divorce, this is my first holiday alone. I can't even find my friends online. I managed to pick up a ham from the store, at least, so, that will be dinner. And since I prepare food to last for days, it'll be a ham week - good thing I like it.

I was supposed to go out bowling with C yesterday - never happened. So, I've been playing World of Warcraft, engaging in a war on Utopia (it's worse than crack) and watching movies. I watch a lot of movies. I'm probably going to repeat that all today, with the inclusion of the above mentioned ham dinner.